Looooots of frz are complaining about my inefficiency in updating my blog..... haizzz what should i say lei... you xing wu li ba....
Recently, its been a rollar coaster ride for me... I am Happy suddenly i am sadden by something then i m strong but was beaten down again...
I begin to think of what i really achieve in my life... haiyooo how come so empty...I KNOW i know , you all wont even believe hahah coz in many of your eyes i'm the one who driven, who is always happy , always on the ball hahaha nah...I'm dreaming of becoming a big successful person but i'm far from it...I once thought of settling down with someone i love but again its didnt even see any lights....now in my life...I'm abit lost... abit...only abit... coz i know what i have to do ... but will i get to do.... will i make it thru.... hahah its rythmn im juz love words... its touches n its hurts nevertheless...pls allow me to be emo for once hahah (@_@)
If you ever felt like giving up ..... take a look at this ... its really make my heart heavier but at the same time inspire.... Jia you to anyone who has going thru harsh time!
Bid Goodbye..... Have you ever happily bid goodbye to someone and didn;t expect that you wont see him or her anymore?
This is what happen to me.... this time, its not one person, but a whole groups of sweet and beloved peoples.
Orchid Park Secondary Sch guitar Ensemble have been a baby to me for almost a year plus. The joys, the jokes, the happiness, the back stage encouragement , the canteen break, the simple hellos, making fun of Jun jie, pin pointing mistakes, learning new scores, messy fingering, Rushign out my scores, explaining music, pressing chords ,voicing out how much you hate chords , hearing the instructor singing alone .....the lists can go on and on and onz....
I miss you all.....
I felt my tears fallin when one of the student mention to me ," I rather be happy then to get a silver" This is just so soo touching and sad to hear it... I start off the ensemble in a direction that will be both enjoyable and fun. But today is the first time i hear ppl cried, during lesson???
Would want to wish all the girls and guys all the best in their passion and hope they willl continue to love arts and music ...
Hahah , lots of friends ask.... If the song is sang by yourself how would it sound like?? HAhha so here it is...Different feeling...different lyrics too.. this is the very original sang by me... Eeekkk very badly recorded but thats wat we call RAW ba.. hahah
Lyrics / Music : Ernest Chua [就在这秒钟] (capo :1)
我好想 知道你的心中 A E/G# F#m F#m/E 是否还 是像以前一样爱我 D E A 是否会 抱紧我像你曾许下的承诺 D E A , E/G#, F#m 想你抱紧我 呵护我 疼爱我 D Dm E
就在这秒钟 我让他溜走 A E/G# 他 已经 不属与我 F#m E 就在这秒钟 我看着他走 D A 他从此以后不再回头 Bm7 E
就在这秒钟 我让他溜走 A E/G# 他已经不在属与我 F#m C#m 就在这秒钟 我看着他走 D A 眼泪 也冲动往下流 Bm7 E
是我错 你没错 F#m
爱情本来就没有 C#m 到底是谁对谁错 D A 是我的认真 让你散落 Bm7 C#m 我的爱情 就在这秒钟 Bm7 E A
我跟不上 你的步伐 (你的步伐) C#m F#m 从不回头 看我在振扎 (看我在振扎) C#m F#m 我不像你说的 那么坚强 D E
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Name: Ernest Chua
Genre: Male
Race: Chinese
Location: Singapore
Hometown: Singapore
Interests:
- Listening and playing Music
- Reading lots of music magazines
- Playing Instruments
- Scribble and drawing
- Movies chaser
Webby: www.blackforestband.com
More: www.friendster.com/ernestchua